Just a little something I wrote

I love poetry and writing stuff in general. This is a little something I wrote about how recently I am not doing so great.

I thought I had left you far behind

Your claws are digging into my heart

Clawing away bringing the darkness in

Like a black fog clouding my mind

Sometimes you hide and it seems brighter

But then you creep back in like a rolling sea mist

Making yourself heard and seen like a black wave

It’s all so dark and cold here again

I cannot see a light at the end just darkness

Not doing so great

The last week or so my mental health has declined. I don't even want to get out of bed. I am not enjoying my job and the bullying is on my mind 24/7/. Just feel everything is going wrong and I have no way of stopping it. I turn 33 on the 15th march and I am single, living at home and in a 8 hour job coz I cannot handle doing anything more. It is pathetic. I never ever thought my life would of turned out like this.

So if I am off with you, it's not because I am mad at you it is because I am struggling.