Wednesday, 31 January 2018

Left behind

Just something I wrote, I am feeling a bit down and left behind by people who claim to be friends. I find writing helps when I don't have any other way of getting out what I feel. It's also another distraction for my self harming.(I am almost 4 months clean). If you like this let me know and I will post more up as I do them. Thanks for reading.


I’ve been that girl
Always picked last
Never good enough 
Spotlight never on my face

Told me my dreams won’t come to life
Coz you don’t deserve the best alright 
Treated like dirt, the blood upon my face 
I’ve walked away to save grace
Always trying to win the race 

Spend hours on her face 
But the reflections don’t hide the pain 
Coz I’m never gonna be the girl with supermodel status 
 Just the a warrior with a scar
Who you belittle from afar 

I’m Stronger than any of you 
Coz I’ve got a battle I’m fighting too 
Never looks in a mirror coz she’s scared of what she’ll see

Hides her scars under her sleeves 
Whilst remembering to breathe 
Coz tonight might be her last 
This battle she cannot win 


Her army all dead and bleedin 

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